seeing you / Dawn No one will ever believe me I know thats for sure but I know and I know for a fact! You were just here and you werent alone. I seen you. I seen you with my eyes. A billlion years can pass and I dont know if anyone can understand what I seen. If it was one glance I would have passed it off but it wastn I seen you and you spoke. I couldt make out what you were saying to in me but I will figure it out. Come back I love you. He dont believe but I do.
Re reading / Dawn (The next best thing... ) From time to time I come here and re read things ppl have wrote. I always end up crying, and today is no different. I miss you so much. You are so special to me. Never did I dream he would have taken you from me. From us. Right now I am in alot of pain. You see I went to Angies the other night and Kay had brought the pictures she had of you and I was looking at them and I called to Angie to look at one that in the backround was My mom and Aunt Dawn. She dismissed it with a wave of her hand and a grunt. Never will I look at her the same. I feel sick everytime I think of it. I hate that she sat here and cried and acted like she cared and now I see the true side. I am so mad. I hope she never feels what I feel right now or what I have been feeling for the last 6 months and 4 days. I just wanted you to know that I love you and I always will. Even when fake people show there true colors I will still be wishing I was with you. That is why I left her house and dont know if I will return for a very long time. Well now that i am done dumpping on you I have to go to work. So Thanks for listening. I love you
Stopping by / Ang Rest in Peace
Thinking of you beautiful angel & your loving sister Holly / Sandra~sis Of Angel Tony Santillan Hello Holly just stopping by to say that I keep you & your two precious angels Destiny & Brenda in my thoughts & prayers. If you ever need to talk or just vent know that I will be here. my email is sandranavares@sbcglobal.net take care & God Bless you & your family.
God Bless!! / Melissa Borrego (none) God Bless the family she left behind.i did not know her,but i was very saddened to know what monsterous people can do. it's too bad that because somebody else was ugly inside and had no love in their hearts,she had to pay the consequences. she was a beautiful young lady,with an absolutly gorgeous daughter.i have 21 month old twins (1 boy and 1 girl),my daughter resembles hers, and it breaks my heart to imagine what she will endure through life.pictures and memories are very important!!!"ANGELS ARE INSPIRING" GOD BLESS!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY / ^KALEL'S^ MOMMY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY BRENDA. I KNOW YOU ARE SURROUNDING YOUR DAUGHTER AND SISTER WITH SO MUCH LOVE THIS MOTHER'S DAY. I KNOW YOU AND YOUR MOM ARE LOOKING DOWN ON HOLLY BRINGING HER COMFORT AND PEACE
Mothers Day / Dawn As I sat in my kitchen and ppl looked at me like they are blind. Maybe they are. No one can see it or should I say feel it. It is mine and mine alone. I think about how unfair it is. Mireya shouldnt be without you to day or any other day for that matter. But today... Mothers Day. How long you waited for this. Man I hurt so bad and maybe that is selfish but I do. She should be with family. Who is going to love her the way her family would. Man this is not right. I have to stop now. I am sure you know why. I love you Brenda and I always will!
A Mother's Day Thought from Brenda / Melissa Eiler (Visitor~Daughter of Irwin & Renee Eiler )
just thoughts I had 4-2-04 / Holly Ortega (sister) I couldn't sleep again last night, I kept thinking that....I was remembering your mamita linda, your "mi rey-a joy" I remember why you named her that and the double meaning.....
I also remembered rocking in a rocking chair in a huge room at Childrens memorial exactly 4 months ago.......
scared to hold her right, yet not willing to not do so.
I like to think my love for her was felt as she placed her little broken, gun wounded, surgery having body, on mine and laid her head on my chest.
I'd like to think, maybe thats why she didn't cry as her head lay on my chest...
I remember the anger, the helpessnes of hearing her cry as she had to be lifted to get changed because for the first time since she was shot at 1 yr 11 months she finally peed 9 hours later....fear and shock
I remember being in disbelief, shock, anger, and intense sorrow and regret about you and holding it all back trying not NOT to have transferance of how I felt to her
I remember, most of all, how inmensly quiet she was, NOTHING like the child I saw 3 days earlier. The sparkle in her eyes was replaced by a dull flat stare.
Only you and her know what she had seen and felt...Oh God, I can't take this Everyday, I miss you so much And I am so hurt at all your body endured and that you didn't die instantly, Im so sad and so mad...I miss you.
YOU'RE TRULY MISSED / Eleazar Escalante (Family Friend ) Wow... it's been 3 months since you've been gone!! But your truley missed!! Your family is getting along but still... it's a big gap!!!
I' m shocked.. / Cheryl Stewart (passerby)
I am one of Kelli's mom's friends on myspace. Once in a while I surf webpages and then I came to Destiny's page. Then I saw from that there how Brenda had passed away. I was shocked in that I remember hearing it on the news, but I didn't hear that her daughter had survived. The news made it seem like it was a burglery, but I felt like it was so much more. I want to offer my condolences for everything you and your family have been through.
happy easter / Misty Mom 2. Angle Zander Hodges
hey sweetie just droping by to wish you and your family a happy easter hope you have fun with all your angel friends.send mommy and daddy some love and hugs on easter day sweetheart. all my love misty mom 2 angel zander hodges.
I am so sorry for your loss.. / Heather Earle (Read e-mail links.. )
I am so sorry for your loss and I hope Brenda is at peace now. I also know that that doesn't help much with such a great loss.... I do not know Brenda or her family and friends but I do know the constant pain and heartache of losing someone suddenly and for no good reason.
My daughter Melissa Earle was murdered by her second cousin Krystal Stites in Missouri on August 3, 2004. She was shot 5 times, most of them to her back as she was trying to run away and jumping thru a bedroom window to get away from Krystal.
But, Krystal had no mercy and seems only concerned with what is happening to her.
Melissa was just 6 weeks away from her 30th birthday and my only daughter/only child.
I will pray for you / Jennifer Watson (Did not know her ) Although I did not know Brenda or her family I just want you to know that I am praying for her family, ecspecially her beautiful daughter. I have not had to deal with a death because of Domestic Violence but I myself have went through physical and mental abuse with an ex in my past and my mom was beat so bad she almost died but managed to escape him somehow. I just want you to know that you are doing a wonderful thing by keeping her memory alive. Maybe someone reading all this is in a bad situation and this might help to save them. I will keep you all in my prayers. I pray you get through this difficult time. You just keep doing what your doing and keep her memory alive. Much Love to you all and lots of hugs sent your way.
wishing you a happy saint patricks day sweetie. / Mistymom 2. Angel Zander Hodges
wishing you and your family a happy saint patricks day hope you enjoy everthing up in heaven have fun playing around and laughing at each other. thinking of your family. all my love misty mom 2 angel zander hodges.
Tribute/ Barbara Greenwood (Grandma by marriage )Read >>
Tribute/ Barbara Greenwood (Grandma by marriage )
Brenda~~You were one of a kind, the most forgiving~and the one to receive your Heavenly Reward early! Watch over and give strength to Holly.
ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS!!!...GOD BLESS! / DAWN ELMORE (^j^ MOM-BRANTLEY )Read >>
ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS!!!...GOD BLESS! / DAWN ELMORE (^j^ MOM-BRANTLEY ) IT ONLY SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY SINCE YOU WENT AWAY,GOD CALLED FOR YOU TO EARN YOUR WINGS,OH HOW IT BROKE MY HEART THAT DAY! AS TIME GOES BY I WONDER IF THINGS WILL GET ANY EASIER FOR ME... WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AWAY,JUST TELL ME HOW CAN THIS BE? LIFE CAN SEEM SO UNFAIR WHEN WE LOSE THE ONES WE DEARLY LOVE, YOU FIND YOURSELF WONDERING JUST WHAT YOU'RE WORTHY OF. ONE MINUTE ALL YOU LOVE IS THERE AND IN AN INSTANCE IT'S ALL GONE, ALTHOUGH I HAVE YOUR MEMORIES,HOW CAN I CARRY ON? I KNOW A PART OF YOU IS STILL HERE WITH ME AND WILL FOREVER BE, INSIDE MY HEART I CARRY YOU AND ALL YOUR MEMORIES. EACH TIME I FEEL I'M ALL ALONE & THAT YOU'RE FAR AWAY... I'LL LOOK INSIDE THIS HEART OF MINE,WHERE YOU'LL FOREVER STAY! "WRITTEN BY DAWN ELMORE"...3-07-07Close
hey sweetie hope you enjoy your jewelry / Misty Mom 2. Angle Zander Hodges Read >>
hey sweetie hope you enjoy your jewelry / Misty Mom 2. Angle Zander Hodges hey sweetie hope you enjoy your jewerly that i'm sending you. you have fun with all your little angel friends.thinking of mommy and send her my love.all my love misty mom 2 angel zander hodges.
Spanish Angel / Tia
There is a Spanish Angel who flys high above the sky She sees all her people hanging low and watches as they cry She is aware of the unjust that has been placed within their hands She ask the Father to gather their souls and guide them to His land
Now this pretty Spanish Angel has another she must guide As God has brought her home to him to live up in the sky She too has seen the tears and felt the burdens of the heart She too knows that time and love will bring together what has been torn apart.
A message from the Angels that soar together as they sing Everytime a bell rings a Spanish Angel gets her wings...
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